The day after the end of days

do you ever feel like you could fall dead on the street,
and just not care?
do you ever feel like you have everything you need,
and getting anything else would be unfair?
no, you dont, because you always want more.
But you got one wish, youve got the thing you always wanted.
you only got it once, now youre forbidden again.
but you'll still be happy, 'cause you've got all you need.
These are your first thoughts after you take what you want,
just before you wake.

B-U-T

Falling down with the trees
with a deafening sound
and everyone seems shocked, as they hit so loud.
There's mediocrity springing up from the groind
while the ones we all notice, the beauties in the sky,
come crashing down and catch the eye,
but not the rise.
We don't need more, just to use what we have
but often we forget we have anything at all.
There's no rest for the wicked
and even less for the happy;
As they time clock keeps ticking
it's an eternal rest we're all really seeking.

niagareven

I think back to the nights that stars showed the way
two nights where the cd never sounded the same
May be my favorite, but i cant hear the words i translate
all the pain in the world would be worth the perfect day.
like the beauty in lightning, never mirrored, just replaced.
Nothing up above, does not show so called fate.
out front the lights are off, im not waiting, not expecting.
Watching, feelings, hearing memories and machines, living like it's their last
they race by so fast, just like our past.
The first of rainbows, like the 4th of the months,
i should have noticed it was here, shot it down as it left
but the twenty-twenty gauge, again failed to kill the bests.

Wow it's been a while...

I'll be back shortly... working on a few things..

Washed away with the wars, no more teflon on my star, no more kevlar on my scars, not even Krav Maga defense from you; But I found what's worth fighting for.

Anyway but breathing.

Freedom, one day we may just see that.
everyday is a battle, do we stay or do we go?
if half of something is good, the other lackluster,
what do you choose? And if you leave, can you ever really go back?
Once we've left, can we ever get back?
one day we'll know, till then, we jump.

So sick so sick so sick of

The funny thing about life and this world is, by the time its time for me and my generation to die, this world will be so deteriorated that we won't mind. Feared no more. Instead, we're here living our lives as we're supposed to. (most of us anyway).
The things we deal with and worry about are so trivial. And, in all likely hood, a majority of us waste our lives believing something that is completely fake and wrong. But we don't care. We believe what we believe, because of the lack of absolute truth in the world, this is how we'll go.