There's only one way to describe it, x7en.

I was gunna post somethin today, unfortunately my phone went all Suicidie and it was saved on there... Maybe later.

whatever I got.

There's only one sunrise
and only one sunset.
Only one life to see
but a million different ways to be.
i know you want to be a pearlescent being
but dressed in platold armor you can't live, just see.
All the different paths this delta gives
they branch, intersect, but lead to the same place
a different grave, just as deep.
I wont lie, i see the ocean in your eyes
I hear the waves in your voice, and feel the paths to take.
You're flying down the river, no paddle nor boat to save you,
I can look up and ask, but I cant save you now.
My sail is the judge, and the wind the executioner.

Suicidal serenades

There's 2 sides to everything
I re-learn that everyday
Its like we think we know
But of course we don't
We're never gunna let it go,
Let it overflow,
Teach us how the world aught to go,
Let's see what the other side does show
Nothin resembling the lives we've sewn
The lives we know
Seeing the otherside just let's it blow
Outa my mind I feel so, whoa.
Everyone around, they just don't know
All wanna be in the sights of the bow
Lookin into the headlights like a deadmeat doe
Always wanna see what the other side does show
You best believe me, we should never let this go.

Its so expendable, its so important
Its the longest thing you'll ever do, but its so short
Try to experience everything, you'll feel remorse
And once we near the end, what was it for?

You can spend so much time
Lookin for just the right rhyme
Even use the same word a few times
But you know its gunna get pushed aside
After you write it, is that a waste of life?
Should we try to leave behind evidence of our minds?
Or should we fade away with lights
As if we're all gunna take flight.
Everything we do, we do for us, right?
How many times do you think about the futures plight
The futures fight.
I want this on the walls and want it in the sky,
If I'm not gunna be here I wanna show I was alive.

Its so expendable, its so important
Its the longest thing you'll ever do, but its so short
Try to experience everything, you'll feel remorse
And once we near the end, what was it for?

So take my life iin this pen, smash it, dash and repent
Cuz from my mind it was sent, to be here after I've went.
Nothin else will stay far behind, everything I own is just lent
And when I'm gone you will see, what I had to pay just to rent.
Its just as simple as that, nothin with you will go, gents
You'll get there and your mind will be straight bent
Taken away, lost in nothingness, leaving an empty tent
But maybe, just maybe, your mind pays the rent
On a new body and life, just no memories of the past you left
But maybe you'll know, if you made a big enough dent.

Its so expendable, its so important
Its the longest thing you'll ever do, but its so short
Try to experience everything, you'll feel remorse
And once we near the end, what was it for?

Smile! It's your last chance.

1 more step for my mankind.
The longer the better,take a night to picture life.
Take my time to turnover my whole side
Try not to lose all you know it one night.
2 times no weather could stop us, no way, no how.
We had packages to deliver, we pushed through and they're out now
3 minds that didn't even notice the sky,
just the darkness inside the light on my side.
I made 'grey matter' to kick my novo life just right
4 Eyes stuck to the stars as my mind is beside me,
Who knew they once spelled 'impossible', could it be?
5 gears to run a young life risking it all.
But did I care? I think I liked it that way, cuz I got no gripe, watch me fall.

Can you handle perfect?

I once met a man who lived in his hands
on the side of the road, next to the darkest of alleyways.
Down about the crumbling and death,
he saw that the end was nigh, I showed him his own lie.
When everything terrible has a flip-side that is anything but,
the sorrow of one should be the same man's pick me up.
Everything can be perfect, everything can be righteous.
It's all up to us, to believe in the beauty of life.

There is nothing bad in this world, but the human spirit turned wrong.
with fists to the sky, we can still see the perfection we live in.
We're off with new found ideals to try,
with an open mind, we can live happy 100% of the time.

On the F train I saw a familiar face, living out his Saturday,
living in his hands again, he asked "can any of us be saved?"
What once was beautiful was gone in a flash,
what you cannot hold, will not hold effect to last.
"I could not keep it, I was sad to see it go."
I guess he had a point, but it's the stream he didn't know.
There's more than enough to go around, glance and let it flow.
It will be in your head as long as you need, keep it and move on for more.

Stay away from the live ones, most are a human spirit past expiration.
A dead man on the street can hold more beauty than the trees,
we can see the perfection we die with.
We're off with tools to save our lives.
with an open mind, we can live happy 100% of the time.

A man once found me, living in my hands
on the top of a roof, with a shattered 35 twenty stories below.
My eyes and heart became depressed from all they will miss.
The overload of perfection, can not possibly be seen in two lifetimes.
Things you'll never get to visualize, your eyes long to see,
and things you'll never feel on repeat, your heart longs to beat.
The man said he'd heard it all before and had the cure,
he handed me a notebook, and disappeared from the earth.

Don't hear from your mind, it only wants to shut you down
red is the color of life, trust it with all you have.
Things, people, feelings, sights, too many to experience,
There is more beauty than stars, and limited space to store
keep the important ones. Roll with the perfection, let it flow.

airborne mini-dirt

Awaken in a daze
This can't be real. it can't be time,
Just last night I had so much.
I hear the same lullabies I call mine.
I guess its just one of those days.
I guess I was knocked out with pain.

Every little word I'll write
Can seem so insignificant to all who know
All the great lines, I heard last night
If I had the time, I wouldn't have to go
Because we all have our own meaning of life.
The greatest people I will ever know
Etched in the stone in my chest called a heart
They all know how to live their life.
the ones I love, know what its like.

a day in the life

wake up shaking, slowly recognize what day it is
Don't have to worry about what to eat,
I got the store right here, got all I need.
Nothing but the counter and breakfast soup to ready me up,
Once I press play, the day begins, and its time to run.
As the clock strikes 8 I'm bout back again,
Time to get down to business, dirty work don't clean itself.
By 10 o'clock the deeds are done and I'm in dire need,
Grab a smoke in the shower cuz life never ends while you're breathing in.
Its about time to fire up the machines,
get the work done that my mind desprately needs.
Grab another drink from the fridge and dive into the 6 string.
Nows time for whatever, till I turn into the chef.
Get grubbin, scrubbin, and back to the fame.
Whether I'm one or two, it's usually the same,
Till I hit the bricks, and work once again.
Time to hit the hay, and pause till the start of the next day.