A bitch slap of philosophy

since birth, humans search for that 'something'
that is what the journey is all about.
then we are all broken down into fractions from there.
These fractions dont necessarily relate to this search at all...
And to save time with math...i will not provide my estimates to these percentages.
First divide, the ones that want a successful life, the ones that dont, and the ones that get lost in between.
for humans, and their need to be a part of a group... can easily get lost.
kids, oh how their minds can be shaped much like the playdoh they occupy their time with.
Here is where it starts, with the parents.
I know the trend of those that feel like destroying their lives will never go away for this fact,
stupid parents pass it on to their kids, who dont know any better.
Example,racist man and racist woman have a baby boy.
This boy with the aspirations to grow up and lead a normal life will be hit with every racial slur in the book and then some before he can talk most likely.
because a majority of the world has accepted that skin color does not make you any different in reality..
they will see other races allllll over, and making comments to each other that their son will inevitably hear and soak up.
stupidity is in fact infectious.
Now i realize the small chance that this kid can see the error his parents present
through childhood friends maybe.
He could be headed down any of the divided roads at this point but now he is stuck in the lost category.
The moment that could decide comes when he possibly sees a child of another race in his school, or class, or maybe at the store or on the street.
The words he uses to describe that person in his mind or aloud are very influential to his path
Choosing the racial path in todays age could more likely than not lead to the bad path.
Now his friends, once he gets older.
the drugs, the alcohols, the trouble, definitive factors.
Through this journey he has shaped and represented the second divide,
the stupid from the rational, common sense thinkers.
take the drugs, get stuck in the alcohol, can destroy you,
lead you to a life of carelessness and more.
and ultimately...lead you astray from every human beings goal.
Now i know a greater majority of the human race would not necessarily be stupid, but not smart either.
And do not use the common sense form of thinking that i feel should be a standard.
When they must specify on a cup of coffee that it is hot before people know...
that is not common sense or smart.
and when you get fat and dont know why cuz you have only been eating mcdonalds for like.... just a month straight.
stupid.
I have finally come to the conclusion recently that despite the lack of faith i have in the human race, i have the utmost faith in myself and the choices i have made recently.
and the fact that i continuously lose faith in this race when i hear the ignorant remarks, self righteous attitudes, so called know it all intelligence, when really none of that is real,
i hear things such as noone likes you and noone will care when you die, your parents never loved you, youre adopted, things of that nature, it makes me sick to my stomach.
there are kids and people in this world like that. And i genuinely feel for them.
I am a fortunate one, i have completed my quest early, i know what i need and i have it, now its a matter of getting what i want, which requires work.
Though the world will not come to an end in three years, our race could and possibly faster.
The goal we ALL set out to reach is the undying happiness.
the something we are set to find is what gives us that happiness.
looking around with careful eyes i see the highs and mostly the lows of the human race.
The false superiority and self righteousness being the biggest ones.
I think everyone needs to realize one thing for our future to truly be bright and wonderful as the movies try to portray....
Until we learn to cooperate, all of our efforts will result in failure.
destroying everyone who doesnt agree with you is the kind of thinking that will be the death of us all.