What would you say if i told you i was crazy enough to...

And the blood flies backwards
a bullet enters my brain
but at this point in time i feel no pain
and as it goes through, the entrance wound it exits my cranium
a moment of pain, but im alive to feel it all and..
!GNAB
you take the second cause of pain
to end the first, it was a genius way
no hole in the back of my head
but i can feel you breathing down my neck
ready to strike but you walk away
i know not of your presence, youre gone like MJ
you unthink the thoughts you thunk
untake the advantage you took
and untell all the lies that you told
and it goes on. now youre back in your bed
and now you never met me, im not in your head
and fast forward, where would we be?
if we could see would you recognize me?
weak nothing, never worked out of his mud
so turns out you gave me what i want
if i knew how to travel i wouldnt say different words
and youre here to give me a present of yours
as i tell you i might be crazy enough to want;
THUD.