to save you

I wish id had the courage to save you
bring you back to where you belong
because you weren't the culprit of the party foul.
if i could change it all, arrange it all around
none of us would look and see a white town
so heres some love to bring you down.
I wish i could have seen clearly to save you
and look what I know now,
if id have changed then, dang, youd be happy pal.
look and react or stand and contract.
i didnt want to to end that way,
so bloody so badly!
I wish id been the one to save you
i feel the pain in my gut anyway
why does it stay, because it was mine to take
the emblems you left fill my brain
and the memories you gave,
take me back to all those better days
just for a day, so i could make it all okay
I wish i could take the knife for you
to save you.
why did he have to take you?
the only one who paid all his dues.
ill give you back what youve earned
all the things you deserve
never meant to hurt a soul in the world
maybe there's no room for good on this earth.
I wish i could be the one to show you
the family you should have had,
the friends that were not that,
the love that the real ones had,
the inspiration that you gave.
Ive got a picture for you, just you
of the happiness you gave
in all the memories of those days,
and the future son you would make,
ill bring this knowledge back to you
and if you like then use it,
to save you.