Oh what a bed of death.

and i fit so snug as if it where a box made to me
and a memoir for you to keep with you
a mark i wanted to leave all over the ground
all over the wall, just all around.

The nickname we give mistakes: experience
and as if this wasnt riight enough, im furious.
blind, dumb, deaf, ill, and old, who better to fit this bed?
pain, sorrow, joy, and unknown, misery; i am now thine enemy
ill tear you open where you stand and rip out all my pain
and steal the wellness from you, steal another life from you.
if i could control the doppelganger the world would be saved.
if i could control time id ensure pain was not my name.
and given what i know, maybe change the weather today
greed #3 is the dye in us all.
but the color of our veins can be our downfall
if i could control the doppelganger i would feel pain and not when i lie
if i could control time id be the richest man alive.
but rich men, always die.

Standfast

Stand fast we are preparing for war
remember what i told you son
ill be with you till death and beyond
now when you fight you must win
if you believe in an afterlife filled with sin

I wont see you lose tonight
you stand up for your beliefs and thats whats right
storm through the door and exit where you belong
now i know you believe it
i hope its not from living the lie for so long.
when i come around the chickens never hatch
so whats the use in counting, we should just smash
isnt it true, you, that ties are meant to be broken?
im screaming at you as i smile at those eyes.
will my voice strain? my son, will you scream too?
im numb to the pierce but am stuck with eternal pain
you know i wont even know when im dead in the air.

more then words invade my eyes.
pierce my brain.
blow me open like never before.

freestyle

There it is right behind my back
creeping up behind me ever so quitely.
but i dont feel the pain till im on the ground.
and noone knows because it didnt make a sound.
the game i made came back around again.
swinging in motion like a pendulum.
and if it hits me when i see it least.
you wont see it phase me. inside i will keep.
popular mode of bracing for impact.
cushions the blow and keeps my balls intact.
from the blood i don't need to the mind i cant see.
both of them expendable to get lost at sea.
blood and energy given to me.
taken away, doesn't kill me.

I could kill all
mind over matter I'm not afraid to fall.
the one thing i need is to be happy before time.
i wish i had a crowbar, free of all defects.
so shiny and clean that i hate to see
we must give it use, blood and bones to mane.
killwhitneydead i scream into my veins.

I still want to go.
I've got a plane to catch.
but only one ticket, and no bags to pack.
no need to say goodbye cuz who will feel the words?
ill touch down in paradise and miss the rest of the world.
I can see the feeling, it brings forth compulsions
i need a fix only a wrench can hit.
behind my back.
nothing but ready to attack.

Before you know it youre down on the ground.
everything hits you as you look around
and all you know is youre knocked out
and all in all your foes are coming to town.
Before they know theyre dead on impact
as they hit the ground

they scream save us
They scream dont kill us
i tell them you cant be saved
i say im killing the dead
as i drown

What would you say if i told you i was crazy enough to...

And the blood flies backwards
a bullet enters my brain
but at this point in time i feel no pain
and as it goes through, the entrance wound it exits my cranium
a moment of pain, but im alive to feel it all and..
!GNAB
you take the second cause of pain
to end the first, it was a genius way
no hole in the back of my head
but i can feel you breathing down my neck
ready to strike but you walk away
i know not of your presence, youre gone like MJ
you unthink the thoughts you thunk
untake the advantage you took
and untell all the lies that you told
and it goes on. now youre back in your bed
and now you never met me, im not in your head
and fast forward, where would we be?
if we could see would you recognize me?
weak nothing, never worked out of his mud
so turns out you gave me what i want
if i knew how to travel i wouldnt say different words
and youre here to give me a present of yours
as i tell you i might be crazy enough to want;
THUD.

Nobody is closer to god

So feeble, so useless
overused and truth less
the coming of age, but we dont care
and we're all sinful for the gold to be shared
right?!
so greedy, so tasteless
all the lies you spread are so wasted
there used to be trust in the world but not today
now i can trust even less of the words you say
abuse them, but dont choose them
withou using your brain your life is so useless
be honest? its hated. tell em what they want to hear
not what they need, lies turn to life, what if your saint was here?
the truth you dont believe in, or else you would use it
but like a mouth without a brain your not worth the shit
if it flies out of your mouth and we're expected to believe
that would be just fine, if we didnt have eyes to see.