Suicidal serenades

There's 2 sides to everything
I re-learn that everyday
Its like we think we know
But of course we don't
We're never gunna let it go,
Let it overflow,
Teach us how the world aught to go,
Let's see what the other side does show
Nothin resembling the lives we've sewn
The lives we know
Seeing the otherside just let's it blow
Outa my mind I feel so, whoa.
Everyone around, they just don't know
All wanna be in the sights of the bow
Lookin into the headlights like a deadmeat doe
Always wanna see what the other side does show
You best believe me, we should never let this go.

Its so expendable, its so important
Its the longest thing you'll ever do, but its so short
Try to experience everything, you'll feel remorse
And once we near the end, what was it for?

You can spend so much time
Lookin for just the right rhyme
Even use the same word a few times
But you know its gunna get pushed aside
After you write it, is that a waste of life?
Should we try to leave behind evidence of our minds?
Or should we fade away with lights
As if we're all gunna take flight.
Everything we do, we do for us, right?
How many times do you think about the futures plight
The futures fight.
I want this on the walls and want it in the sky,
If I'm not gunna be here I wanna show I was alive.

Its so expendable, its so important
Its the longest thing you'll ever do, but its so short
Try to experience everything, you'll feel remorse
And once we near the end, what was it for?

So take my life iin this pen, smash it, dash and repent
Cuz from my mind it was sent, to be here after I've went.
Nothin else will stay far behind, everything I own is just lent
And when I'm gone you will see, what I had to pay just to rent.
Its just as simple as that, nothin with you will go, gents
You'll get there and your mind will be straight bent
Taken away, lost in nothingness, leaving an empty tent
But maybe, just maybe, your mind pays the rent
On a new body and life, just no memories of the past you left
But maybe you'll know, if you made a big enough dent.

Its so expendable, its so important
Its the longest thing you'll ever do, but its so short
Try to experience everything, you'll feel remorse
And once we near the end, what was it for?