Don't fall again.

Welcome home, stranger to life
I got your seat warm under the starlight.
Here's your non candy crutch and a vibe to complete
it's a drag you immediately forget, drowning in the post' sea.
kick back, hit it up, close your eyes and let your mind get rough.
I see some nights, only a few to recall,
everything made me better, or did it just quicken the fall?
lookin up, I got nothin but the best in mind.
from the first for the record, to the last time I tried.
At least two lumps of gold, in the trash i was able to find.
flash forward for a breathful, a gift I can't forget
only to be ruined for the last time in a life.
As if it was yesterday, I used to remember what I wanted
take my breath away, as I remember unexpected.
from day one, I imagined the opposite
looking back, it dropped so fast
it was, after all, disappointing in a flash.
But on the other side, the longest smoke of my life
it started too early, and I choked, gave up without a fight.
forced away I had to drop it, it was ruined on the ground.
left still burning after all this time,
I never even saw it, when I finally finished it off. From afar.
But I got this one, 'cause I'm addicted about now,
and I'm not sure I'll know waht it all means, when I finally come down.